beat with a cudgel (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} confusticate) wrote,@ 2009-02-02 22:36:00 |
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it's a solitary sequel
i wanted to do another one of these things, except this one is less angry and more angsty, because angsty television equals angsty me:
1. you aren't a catastrophe. except maybe i kind of wish you were. that way i would feel better about feeling bad.
2. deal breaker. we don't talk anymore. guess we really aren't friends anymore. funny how promises come true even when they aren't meant. i know you don't have time for your friends, but for some reason you still talk to them. i guess it's different with me. i'm tired of secondhand information about your life. i don't even know you anymore.
3. i actually don't really like you at all. i mean that in the least offensive way. i just hate desperation, the pretensions that cling to you like fake fur on a wet surface, the need for you to know everything you aren't a part of. i hate that. i hate people who try to include themselves in ever possible way, interlope, permeate into every perforated pore. just stop. stop trying, stop being everything i dislike about people.
4. i think you're probably one of my best friends, but you don't understand me at all. all your good for is platitudes, bromide as inert as any. i don't resent you, except maybe i'm tired of pretending in front of you. i don't expect you to think this is you, since you understand so little of me.
5. you know what i'm talking about. i'm talking to you as i type this. hello ♥
6. i'm glad we're okay. (again)
7. i'm tired of being disappointed in people, places, events. it's my fault for building up such astronomic expectations, but i always thought that there'd at least be some exceptions to the great big shuddering failure that is the world. i'm still waiting.
8. welcome, world.
9. i need you back. asap. you were the only thing worthwhile, the only thing worth doing. it's no excuse that i've had no time for you, because you're worth more than that. i'm sorry. i am serious. this is real.
10. you know that song bargain by the who? well you're like the exact opposite of that song. angryface.
i wanted to do another one of these things, except this one is less angry and more angsty, because angsty television equals angsty me:
1. you aren't a catastrophe. except maybe i kind of wish you were. that way i would feel better about feeling bad.
2. deal breaker. we don't talk anymore. guess we really aren't friends anymore. funny how promises come true even when they aren't meant. i know you don't have time for your friends, but for some reason you still talk to them. i guess it's different with me. i'm tired of secondhand information about your life. i don't even know you anymore.
3. i actually don't really like you at all. i mean that in the least offensive way. i just hate desperation, the pretensions that cling to you like fake fur on a wet surface, the need for you to know everything you aren't a part of. i hate that. i hate people who try to include themselves in ever possible way, interlope, permeate into every perforated pore. just stop. stop trying, stop being everything i dislike about people.
4. i think you're probably one of my best friends, but you don't understand me at all. all your good for is platitudes, bromide as inert as any. i don't resent you, except maybe i'm tired of pretending in front of you. i don't expect you to think this is you, since you understand so little of me.
5. you know what i'm talking about. i'm talking to you as i type this. hello ♥
6. i'm glad we're okay. (again)
7. i'm tired of being disappointed in people, places, events. it's my fault for building up such astronomic expectations, but i always thought that there'd at least be some exceptions to the great big shuddering failure that is the world. i'm still waiting.
8. welcome, world.
9. i need you back. asap. you were the only thing worthwhile, the only thing worth doing. it's no excuse that i've had no time for you, because you're worth more than that. i'm sorry. i am serious. this is real.
10. you know that song bargain by the who? well you're like the exact opposite of that song. angryface.
